It is getting very hard to motivate myself to study, especially when everyone else is done.
This CPE decision is becoming very difficult. Do I, or do I not? Permission, a gift given as Roy said, to take the summer easy should not be thrown away easily. Yet, there is that nagging feeling that the “still small voice” is saying stay in CPE. Of whom is the voice? I would love to take the summer off – perhaps the last time this opportunity will come my way. I hate agonizing over a decision.
I know either way I will be fine. What may be in store either way is what confounds me, and there is no way of knowing what is in store.
Chris e-mailed me and said I should NOT take a trip to the CDC in Atlanta unless it is absolutely necessary. He also said it is never a good thing to be an “interesting case.” I believe him.
I just need to get through these final few exams and I will be fine. The papers I have yet to write will be a joy, in comparison to the exams – tough to finish, but no memorization and I am in control of the product. Bed!
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