Wednesday, 2 May 2001
I found myself absolutely worn-out yesterday, and my stomach was slightly upset all day yesterday. I think I didn't realize how much pressure I was putting on myself and how much stress I was experiencing trying to get my house ready and worrying about selling it. Now that it all seems to be over, I just collapsed, figuratively speaking.

I think I will quickly fall back into the old routine, which I don't want to do -- have to be determined not to do! I woke up at 4:30 this morning, which I haven't done for the past month and a half. I don't want to do that again -- strenuous work, it seems, will keep me asleep! I want to strike a balance between being so determinedly focused and driven to accomplish things and complacency. There are things I want to accomplish before leaving for New York City, and if I don't determine to do them I will end up not accomplishing them -- or attempting to accomplish them at the last minute and driving myself crazy!

Balance! Balance! And, moderation in all things.

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