Wednesday, November 29, 2000
I don't understand why, but the whole past relationship thing with J. has swooped down, clutched me with long sharp talons, and is dragging me kicking and screaming along a crooked, dusty, and bumpy road. Well, maybe not that bad, but for whatever reason I have been thinking a lot about J. once again. I honestly don't think I am obsessed over him -- my life isn't controlled or depressed by all that has happened or isn't happening now. Maybe it is just a lack of relationship? I'm not really lonely and my life is going well. It could simply be a prodding to pray for him, so that is what I am doing.

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